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(Thursday, December 22, 2005-)
+1:05 AM]*
# our first bball team win-
yeah... we won 1 and lost 1...
hehe
today vs spsu, our team got only 5 players including me... so no substitute for us... :( but we still win the game :D hehe... nice job guys :D whahaha score 40plus to 20plus... yay!!!
whaha... i scored alot okay :D hehe dont small see me whahaha
got my confident back... but still the aim was missing... meaningless to play a game without my main aim... last time i played this game for a girl... a girl whom i thought is the one for me and will be the one for me, but all this disappeared just because of my mistake... goal not around, even if i win, still she is not there to share it with me... how i wish whenever i play, she'll be like in the past watching me play... watching me fall, score, rebound... even when frustrated over games, i'm always happy for there is someone like her... guess this feeling can only be expressed here, if you ask me personally, i'll deny one and everything
the moffatts - If life is so short (this song always reminded me of her)
memories...
anyway going for class bbq in the morning... i mean buy food then at night bbq... also celebrating christmas... :D
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(Wednesday, December 21, 2005-)
+12:17 AM]*
# single still like that-
this is damn crapy... i've broken up for so long, but when i saw her in friendster logging in to update, i feel so "not myself" ( hard to explain)
wanted to know how she has been but didnt want to get too involved...
its like want to know and also dont wish to know...
i start to wonder if my mind is really that good in reminding me stuffs... but every time when it comes to exam it seems likewise... :a clean break is never possible, memories always reminded me how different things are now...
basketball no longer become a way for me to relax... the more i play the more i'm stressed... especially during the intercons... no training, no teamwork, no trust, even i dont trust myself when it comes to playing... i'm not confident in playing the game and playing the way it should be... the way i shoot and the way i get aggressive is all crap!!! play with me and you'll know what is happening... (again too hard to explain)
still having alittle sore throat... from the heatiness
the story ends like this;
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